I guess i've also been a 'Keep to myself' type person.

But recently 'God' has blessed, or bestowed certain gifts upon me!

1. A friend of mine recently came back from england, and we've grown so close over such a short period of time. Its amazing! I can actually say I "Love her..."

2. My girlfriend - Wow, she is amazing! my simple language skills dont even come close to doing her justice. My jaw just drops.

*Falls over*

And now...
My world is falling apart.

1. My friend returns to Engalnd tomorrow morning.
2. My girlfriend and I are going though a bad field.

I fear I may loose both by the end of the week...
I fear the enevitable tears...

*sniffles*

So scary...

*Falls over again, not to get up*